| finance? marketing? operations???
oh i don't know what to do with my life..
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| sometimes i want to..
-buy a bike and cycle around commave next year, seriously haha
-roadtrip across the country with ppl i love during the summer time. i'd call shotgun of course
-jump onto the train track, and scream on the top of my lungs only if the track is clean aka no rats/mice around
-walk a dog only if i am not scare of dogs
-walk along the beach on a windy afternoon with him
-relearn the piano
-live in a house so i could have enough room to oil paint in the garage again
-play badmitten with dad
-sing. loudly
sometimes i think im too much like my mom, sometimes i think i can get better grades if i would just try harder, that i should worry more about my future, sometimes i think i'm always alone, that i'm not good enough for him, and that i regret too much. sometimes i wonder if i could also be as lucky as him. and when that day comes, i'll be the luckiest person.
but i guess i'm pretty content right now, just living life. so i'm gonna try harder and work on those so i can be more satisfied. afterall, no one wants hangout with someone whos always complaining about her life right? haha
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| perspectives change, priorities change. what was important to me last year means so little to me now. will i look back and think of the same of this year this time next year? i hope not. butttt i'm satisfied with everything i have right now, or so i remind myself constantly, so there's that.
end of school last year: parents picked me up, toured boston aka harvard for a day and half before heading off to ny. gotten into countless arguments with them along the way before finally arriving home. i remember being happy to leave school to go home
this year: convinced dad not to come because of the flu and also so i could stay an extra few days in 505, lost some of my innocence, packed all my stuff on my own. i did not want to leave this year.
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| "如果我不爱你，我就不会思念你，我就不会妒忌你身边的异性，我也不会失去自信心和斗志，我更不会痛苦。如果我能够不爱你，那该多好。" (Eff J)
"男人彻底懂得一个女人之后，是不会爱她的。" (hmm..)
"听到一些事，明明不相干的，也会在心中拐好几个弯想到你。" (lol)
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| i feel 好幸福. life is good at the moment 
looking forward to 2月7日. new year, new life :)
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